Jared Kat says:
i have an online place to let u guys know about
www.glogster.com :a fun website with new style blogging...
www.mandysopenarms.com :a site for teens who are looking for help in life
check me out on glogster... jaredkat.glogster.com
and look for me on mandys open arms in the chat
Love you all for reading my blog
thanks
Tuesday
Saturday
Fav lines
Jared Says:
Alone tonight I will cry
Waiting for my soul to die
No one understands my pain
As my tears fall like the rain
Together we live tonight
To avenge our daily fright
Alone tonight I will cry
Waiting for my soul to die
No one understands my pain
As my tears fall like the rain
Together we live tonight
To avenge our daily fright
Wednesday
its been a while,,, have a long post
Jared Says:
Is this what life is
Endless suffering
That has no reason
To be existing
We have a deal now
This hell is final
What’s the other side
Tis be nothingness
We will get picked up
Loved for short time
Dropped down to emptiness
To find our way up
You have lied to me
Broken the promise
Ever you be there
I think otherwise
Something that I want
That I can’t give myself
Only you have the kea
To my happiness
Kea fits in my heart
Something others I have
Except for my soul
I don’t have you now
My life is my pain
Without salvation
Happiness is faked
I can’t feel the pain
Love is now my war
Forever alone
I can trust no one
Until war is won
What’s with all the things
That you love so much
That I can’t connect
Never can I love
Teardrops on your face
Running down your cheek
I can not resist
The lure to love you
Alone tonight I will cry
Echoes of lost love take hold
Even though you caught my heart
Memories shatter my smile
I will love the one I love
Even if it is different
Even if you don’t like it
I am me and you are not
Tell the rumors to my face
Even though I will not care
We are alone together
I will love the one I love
I am this person
Left alone to cry
Tears of loneliness
Longing for you now
With you I will smile
You are now my love
Forever lasting
Plant the seed in heart
Don’t cry without me
I am here for you
Don’t believe things said
About who you are
Why do you all hate
Everything I love
So dearly to heart
That you take away
I just want to live
Without every shove
I can’t live with peace
Until they repay
You don’t know my pain, you don’t understand
To be me is fucked, torture to my life
I have been weakened, no longer can stand
All the fucking shit, I deal with my life
What you said was fake, no longer I love
My hearts going to fall, if no one catches
Finally I break. I will kill your soul
All the fucking shit, I stand up today
Someone has saved me, no it cant be you
My love cares for me, forever lasting
Unlike your betrayal, I have found my life
All the fucking shit, I will win the war
I am nobody, someone you hate
I am someone, fuck you all bitches
I will love the one I love
Through the shadow of my death
If I never wake again
Remember the rimes we had
You were there to catch my heart
From the fall it had endured
You are now the only one
Willing to stay by my side
Will you be there forever
Willing to collect my tears
There to release all my pain
Will you love my hated soul??
Will you love my hated soul
No matter what words are cold
Everyone decides to hate
We are together in fate
Wipe away the pain shed tears
Be here with me for the years
The days will pass by slowly
I will cry my tears softly
No one understands my pain
As my tears fall like the rain
It seems like you understand
All the pain I have to withstand
All the words spoken are cold
Will you love my hated soul??
<3<3<3 Re + Ri <3<3<3
Do you know me now
Flooding in my grief
Flattened by the plow
Waiting for relief
Hating every pest
I never avow
Life is just a test
Do you know me know
Tuesday
A computer wallpaper
Jared Says:
i created this for myself, but i will share it with you all. I love it, as it advertises my band and has some of my writing. And it is purple
i created this for myself, but i will share it with you all. I love it, as it advertises my band and has some of my writing. And it is purple
What i have
Jared Says:
i am back to writing online and here is todays writings
fuck the system
i dont want to be a part
but i am forced
by your rules of crime
we have no faith
to move forward
bast the object
that blocks our path
the hate is tall
higher than the mountain
built up inside
the mind of me
we have to go
and let it out
as this happens
the blood hits the floor
i am back to writing online and here is todays writings
fuck the system
i dont want to be a part
but i am forced
by your rules of crime
we have no faith
to move forward
bast the object
that blocks our path
the hate is tall
higher than the mountain
built up inside
the mind of me
we have to go
and let it out
as this happens
the blood hits the floor
Sunday
Friday
words april 22rd
Jared Says:
Life is the cold knife that stabs you.
Life is the one to push you off the edge.
life is the highway that you crash on.
my actions give me relief.
the tears hit the floor
due to my horrid life
life is the bitch that eats you
until you get out by force
i live with the anxiety
how do we get out
of the nightmare
that haunts my wake
what is it that we do
why do we put up with this
until the day we die
or force it upon ourself
this is my haven
away from everyone
but you, the comfort
that saves my life
i love you
you saved me
from myself
before i died
eternal thanks
we will end up
in hell together
where else??
i no longer talk
to anyone
i have left
everything behind
I need a way
to get out
before forced
the way out
fuck, damn
you bitch
i now die
because of you
are you happy
you told me to
leave forever
and i complied
Anyone with any ways to help me deal with my life. shoot me a PM or email. Thanks
Life is the cold knife that stabs you.
Life is the one to push you off the edge.
life is the highway that you crash on.
my actions give me relief.
the tears hit the floor
due to my horrid life
life is the bitch that eats you
until you get out by force
i live with the anxiety
how do we get out
of the nightmare
that haunts my wake
what is it that we do
why do we put up with this
until the day we die
or force it upon ourself
this is my haven
away from everyone
but you, the comfort
that saves my life
i love you
you saved me
from myself
before i died
eternal thanks
we will end up
in hell together
where else??
i no longer talk
to anyone
i have left
everything behind
I need a way
to get out
before forced
the way out
fuck, damn
you bitch
i now die
because of you
are you happy
you told me to
leave forever
and i complied
Anyone with any ways to help me deal with my life. shoot me a PM or email. Thanks
Thursday
Wednesday
4/20 writings
Jared Says:
Was i supposed to get hi or some s***??? who cares. Life is still tough
you all try
to find who i am
let me be free
from you
i have no time
to play with
petty things
i move on
what is today
the day i life
die or kill
survive
you all drop it
your importance
is gone forever
in the wind
the voices whisper
my name forever
until if fall into
the trap they set
You tell me to
fallow rules
that just restricts
my true self
Was i supposed to get hi or some s***??? who cares. Life is still tough
you all try
to find who i am
let me be free
from you
i have no time
to play with
petty things
i move on
what is today
the day i life
die or kill
survive
you all drop it
your importance
is gone forever
in the wind
the voices whisper
my name forever
until if fall into
the trap they set
You tell me to
fallow rules
that just restricts
my true self
Tuesday
Words - april 19th
Jared Says:
This is what i wrote today. Hope you can see that i write this for a reason.
Cant we get this over wiuth
you try to please us
but i still hate
leave me be for once
this make believe system
that i have to fallow
why do i even care
why do you force me along
Cant i go away
from you, and me
to keep the monster inside
so you do not die
can't i keep myself
from exploding
into the panic
that has killed me
why are there
invisible lines
tat devide us
from understanding
when anything happens
you want to know
i keep to myself
and i dont care
Life kills us
we get shot-die
if we did not live
we would not die
my mind is a monster
you do not want to know
who i really am
just stay away
Why am i always
stuck with you
cant i ever
find a new life
why do we set all these rules
that bind me from myself
the chains have taken there hold
on my entire life
This is what i wrote today. Hope you can see that i write this for a reason.
Cant we get this over wiuth
you try to please us
but i still hate
leave me be for once
this make believe system
that i have to fallow
why do i even care
why do you force me along
Cant i go away
from you, and me
to keep the monster inside
so you do not die
can't i keep myself
from exploding
into the panic
that has killed me
why are there
invisible lines
tat devide us
from understanding
when anything happens
you want to know
i keep to myself
and i dont care
Life kills us
we get shot-die
if we did not live
we would not die
my mind is a monster
you do not want to know
who i really am
just stay away
Why am i always
stuck with you
cant i ever
find a new life
why do we set all these rules
that bind me from myself
the chains have taken there hold
on my entire life
F***ed up joke
is this world a f***** up joke
trying to tell me s***
Force me to stay nothing
always restricting my mind
kill myself or be enslaved
will anyone listen
i see things differently
than what you want me to
just get me out of here
each day i seem to lice
through this hellish nightmear
nothing can save me
each cut getting closer to my death
trying to tell me s***
Force me to stay nothing
always restricting my mind
kill myself or be enslaved
will anyone listen
i see things differently
than what you want me to
just get me out of here
each day i seem to lice
through this hellish nightmear
nothing can save me
each cut getting closer to my death
Monday
Your ideas
Hello to all. I am asking for ideas. Any idea is cOol with me. Hope I can use it. Just comment to post your ideas.
world of hate
Why cant we live without the abuse
without all the hating and the shooting
from everyone we live in the back
lets all get busy and get living
living through this life is tough and hard
lets all just pick put the big wild card
without all the hating and the shooting
from everyone we live in the back
lets all get busy and get living
living through this life is tough and hard
lets all just pick put the big wild card
Sunday
New banmember
I've got something different for you all. Me and my band just got a singer. And I now have a marshall amp. Goodnight all
Friday
Now I Bleed
Don't let them know i bleed
don't tell me its a game
We all go go to kill each other
Wait until the world turns on you
NOW I BLEED
Don't go rise in panic
I am not afraid of pain
I am actually ok
Just don't come and try to scream
don't tell me its a game
We all go go to kill each other
Wait until the world turns on you
NOW I BLEED
Don't go rise in panic
I am not afraid of pain
I am actually ok
Just don't come and try to scream
Wednesday
I wecome the Visitors
Welcome. I will add poetry that Jared (me) writes as soon as I get it typed. THX
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